This year I have thought a lot about suicide. How it could help me get rid of these horrible thoughts going on in my head. How it could help me stop these feelings. I keep thinking to myself, why should I not be allowed to give up on myself if other people can? I have […]
Wake up in the morning, feel guilty. Get ready for your day, feel guilty. Eat breakfast, feel guilty. Go to work, feel guilty. Eat lunch, feel guilty. Keep working, feel- I think you know where I’m going with this. It’s like you’re eating to feed your guilt, waking up to feel remorse, living to regret. […]
Is it really an art? I’d say it’s more of a tragedy. While repressing memories can seem like a useful property of human nature, it can take an emotional and deeper toll on people than remembering the event that was subdued. I didn’t think repression could happen to me. It was just something I could […]
The story of how I got rid of my bad anxiety symptoms almost completely.
My experience being in a psychiatric hospital.
I hate to admit it but it’s the truth. I have a big spending problem. Is it getting better? Yes, but I have gone through a lot of money to learn that I need to stop. I had a huge savings account. It was supposed to save me in tough times, unfortunately due to my […]
People avoid me like the plague. Why? You give me no chance to progress and make myself better. No chance to improve my communication skills. No chance to show you how much I can care about you. No chance to redeem myself from my past mistakes. No chance to see me triumph through hard times. […]