I am a listener.
I will always see what someone has to say as important and valid, even if I disagree. I feel it’s good to let things out. I don’t care what you believe in or don’t believe in, I don’t want to argue, that’s not my goal. My goal is to listen to you, and be there for you, and all that I can be.
I have not always been a listener.
Every word that comes out of another persons mouth is more important than mine. No that’s not necessarily true, but put this in to perspective. I’ve gone through all of these troubles and for what? [Long Thought Pause] To help others with their troubles, to make other lives better, to surround others with the love and happiness that I’ve always wanted to have if that makes any sense. That’s why I listen but never talk.
I guess I should talk more though.
But I really have nothing to talk about to be honest.
That’s a LIE.
I have so much to talk about but don’t know how to put it into words. So many things I wish I could talk about but I can’t even fathom or BEGIN how to explain any of it to you. Any time I want to bring it up I just stumble and stutter ending with a loss of words because I just can’t begin to explain the thoughts flooding through my head. So they just kind of,